Saturday, 29 June 2013

Photo of the day

It was a sunny saturday,  i brought my cats out for a walk. They were so freaking scare of the "outside world" and they hugged me tightly with their claws!!
 
 
 
 "Photo of the day"
 
 
 
 I made some photos of Meimei because she was just too moody at all times. I believe she will get used for being at outside world. She is behaving abit more better than usual that she actually open her eyes wider and face the camera!She is the cam-whore queen today!!



I've never believe that cats eat grass/leaves until sometimes ago.. And here he is eating leaves! He is such a brave cat that he actually love walking on the street but sometimes he is still afraid of car noise and etc! He is a naughty cat too. Whenever i brought him along for a walk, i will always keep an eye on him coz he run too fast.

I had always dreaming of bringing both of you to east coast for a walk or something..

Friday, 28 June 2013

Dying to dye my hair

These days i've been dying to dye my hair so much!! Is just so incomplete of me to have black hair. I've been keeping my long virgin black hair for the past 20years for not dye-ing, colouring, bleaching, reborning, perms, straighting or anything. Mine is 100% natural black hair with a bit of natural curel. I really love how my hair looks but sometimes i just get abit of jealous and envy of how people have different colours of hair as they like.

Keeping my long virgin black hair for the past 20years is not a easy thing. And i thought i could keep it until i die. But this is getting out of it, I'M NOT GOING TO CONTINUE TO HAVE BLACK HAIR ANYMORE. Is time to have a change babe!

Firstly, what colour to dye??
When this question came across my mind.. I was like imaginging myself with a baby pink hair because i love pink so much and will really like to have a pink hair of mine so everything on me will be more pinklish. That was my first thought. I'm also loving blonde too because it gives a classic looking but i'm so "into" that, would prefer a blonde ash or something.

Secondly, what hairstyle??
Apart from having a nice colour hair, i would like to change my hairstyle too. I'm super loving the barbie hairstyle!!!



This is so pretty!! I love her barbie hair so much!!
 
The curel, the shape, the hairstyle was so pretty!! Amazing hairstyle ever.
 
 
Prettiest hair i've ever seen!!
 
I love this hair so much!! And the baby soft pink hair!!
 
I'm so excited for all this now! Probably i will be dye-ing before my bangkok trip :D Still can't decide what colour to dye xox
 

Thursday, 27 June 2013

Candy empire sales

Yesterday's went to candy empire at vivo city after our shopping!! They are having candies and chocolates sales. By the way i'm not a chocolates or sweets lover but just by looking.. It makes me want everything.

Take a look

(Photo to be uploaded)



 


I've been thinking what to buy as they were all so cheap!! Some are 3 FOR 10, 3 FOR 12, 1 FOR 1 or some at really affordable prices. I want to grab all!!!

Thinking back, i'm really a food waster. I always buy many crackers and ended up throwing them away. I felt so sinful

So.. Ended up i bought M&M and some sour gummies! I spend a total of 20bucks. And they were all my boyfriend favourite!! He is gonna love it!

Monday, 24 June 2013

Happy post

I'll have just realize that my recent post were so much emo/sad/ranting about/moody.. I just wanna say that i'm not that emo or sad, am just being abit moodless maybe because of the haze that caused to be. But anyway, haze had stopped for more than a day and now is getting so much better. It was the wind of direction that blow in another different direction which leads toward to malaysia!! All i've know that malaysia is at the very worse stage at this moment. They are having difficulties because the PSI is around 700 or more!! What the hell??

I really hope that everything goes well and none of us get sick!! Takecare guys!

OK I'M SUPPOSE TO MAKE THIS A HAPPY POST BUT RIGHT NOW HERE I AM RANTING MORE, OK I WILL STOP!!! 



Just an update!

I've almost done with my GSS shopping!! 

Went cotton and got some cheap loops today!! I love the design of the bras + panties and they are on super cheap deal. 5bucks for panties and 10bucks for bra. Selected tops are on 5-15 bucks. Many long neon & pastel jeans are on sales too, 20-30bucks each.

What i bought????

I will be uploading my photo of "What i bought" today in the upcoming "GSS haul" post! Check it out!

Another thing i wanna share!!


I've found in other blogshop selling more than 25bucks and here i've found a blogshop selling at only 12bucks!! Cheap right? I'm so happy!

Now i'm having headache on which colour to choose.. They are all so hard to choose, all look so pretty. So confusing.. Arghhhhhhh~

Sunday, 23 June 2013

A note promised

Had a great shopping day today with my best friend, cassidy. I bought lots of makeup from Etude house today at all 50% OFF!! SUPER GREAT DEAL!! I love shopping sales that are on 50% OFF with so much %%%. It is making me so crazy omgg. I'll never deny how many makeups i own, at home and i seriously need to stop shopping for makeups! The crazy amount of makeup is driving me so crazily that i was being scolded  by people for buying too many.

My boyfriend is stalking me at all times from buying anymore makeups and each time i told him i would stop buying makeup, he will take it as a promise but until now i've never try to stop thinking of buying Etude house's product at all. I am the BIGGEST FAN of Etude house i would say because i've almost all of the single products and i think there won't be any people who support Etude house as much as i do.

My boyfriend gets a lil angry whenever i buy makeups because i was too over buying too many makeups products. I'm so sorry. I just couldn't control myself. I'm deeply sorry :( :( :(

So here's where i'm trying to keep my promise. Here, my blog will on behalf of me to keep this note as a promise.

Hi all,


I'm hereby stopping to buy anymore makeups!!!!!!!!!!

 
*A promise here, from Joanne poon*

Saturday, 22 June 2013

My upset stomach

Awwwww.. What a day today!!

Had a serious stomachache in the early morning today when i reached workplace. Zzz. Not a good thing to start with in a fresh day. I was having a lil stomach cramp at the same time with the most irritating girl's menses..

I guess menses kills our mood and does not brighten our day even if there's something happy thing happen around we will just put on o
ur 'fake' smile and continue our day. Every woman have to go through menses process and it is a very annoying thing ever! Menses make us feel terrible, pain, moodless, anger, easily get irritated and many unhappies.

I've been told that during menses, should not drink cold drink or any cold stuffs, it will only make it worst! And this has been told from many people and it does not not apply to me. I was perfectly alright and i felt nothing came to worse but perhaps to some people only. Menses usually last for at least 4-7days but mine the most was only 3days. It was the finest thing i ever had. Good things doesn't apply for everyone tho. Lol.

So the whole day was mense day. Haha. I was alot less active as usual but it seems okay for me as i doesn't have much cramp or feel much. Slightly lil but doesn't affect much.

The day ended late and i had supper with my colleagues. There were 7 of us and we had mac donald near our workplace! After our supper, we took cab home. I fetched my two colleagues and on the way my boyfriend messaged me to buy supper for him. (I guess that is not even his supper, is his dinner!) The cab took us to mac donald and i ordered his favourite big mac, additonal chocolate sundae for one of my colleague.

I always dislike bringing food home as i have to hold them tightly with my hand. I was tired at that point of time so i place the cold drink on my lap lying against my stomach.. It was not a good day to end with. Ended up i had a stomachache when i was reaching home. The reason was there and it was because the cold drink that landed on my stomach!! I hate the feeling of having stomachache, it really makes me FML!!

Had to sleep early, goodnights.

Thursday, 20 June 2013

No time for good deal

Few days ago, i went to ask the sales girl about the on-going gss sales at Etude house. I was so suprised that there are many items on 50% OFF. I'm so happy and excited and i couldn't stop thinking that i will be grabbing many items home with a happy smile!

When i told her that i will be going to Etude house only next wednesday as i'm too busy recently and also lack of sleepness, she immediately "Ok", "See you soon". I was mad happy! I asked her when's the sales ending coz i scare all the good deals will go off soon. And she said this coming weekends!!!

 *OH, WHICH MEANS I COULDN'T GET THE GOOD DEALS, SAD ME*

Poor me, i'm too busy for gss shopping at this moment. Why can't they extend the time?? Just for another week and i'll be happy.

*Sigh* I'm just being happy for few moments. Good deal will be off soon. *Whatever*

Here i am sharing the photos which i requested from the sales girl :



 


 
There are MASK, BB CREAM, LOOSE POWDER, BLUSHER, EYE SHADOW, LOTION, MASKARA AND ETC! All of them are going for 50% OFF!!!
 
Although i had some of them already but they are so worth buying it! I don't mind buy some to keep as i've been using them daily and they are all my daily needs. I'm eyeing on the loose powder, blusher and bb cream and the mask!!
 
But sad thing is i've no time for this good deal!! No time to go down there! This sales are until this weekends. Hurry up and go down take a look. They are all worth buying!!
 
(Hope that there are better good deal coming soon!)
 
*Updated on 23th june*
 
Err.. So YES! I have manage to find time there today and i bought some stuffs. I bought some bb cream and coverage powder for my mom & sister too. Spend $160 for everything. I never miss any good deal! Yay happy happy!
 

Wednesday, 19 June 2013

Never be too late

Sometimes facing the fact is the most terrible thing. Knowing that the fact that you're facing is unbelievable but the thing is fact will never change. It remains there no matter up's or down's. Some facts will gonna make you go insane and even make you to the extend of commit sucide. *Chill babe*

I've never realize how close/trusted person to me become so different. I had just realize today.. Is never be too late for everything. I almost drop my tear.. It could be the "shocked" that i'm used to it so i kept in the tear for some moments. For not forgetting the past and memories, i eventually cried.. Not badly i would say. I'm tired. I'm sad. I'm almost nothing. I don't know what should i do?

I really don't know :(

I don't wanna sound so pitiful but i'm utterly disappointed and very sad!! Oh-i-am-so-sad!!

Nothing could describe my feeling but i need a explaination from you soon!! I don't want to believe it but i can't stop myself from not believing it for what my eyes saw. Is a fact and i have to face the fact..

Shall wait for my answer.. Bye.

Haze is killing us

Did not notice that the weather had been changing recently until yesterday.. The day was really bad that i couldn't breathe well that i felt so uncomfortable. Unpredictable thing happened. The haze went up to 100over and the sky turned really blurr.. I couldn't see the vision clearly and everything was not right.
 

Yesterday, things just got worse. I'm having slight sore throat, irritating cough and ucler in my mouth. I'm feeling so uncomfortable and did not want to talk more. I just heard from my friend that yesterday's PSI even rised up to 180. For the goodness sake, why this thing happening here?

It was because indonesian is burning trees and killing all the nature things.

Singapore is a small country. A haze could cause us breatheless and even to death. How dangerous it is?

I could barely breathe in much nor smell the different as i'm having sore throat..

Today, the PSI rised up to 321! It even broke the record during 1997's. It was so terrible lor. My colleagues and i were talking about how bad is the haze, just imagine the haze went up to PSI 500. *Laughs* Whole singapore stopped working and is HOLIDAY for everyone! Horray!

Just an update. I saw some indonesian giving nasty comments on facebook about singaporean complaining about haze!! Lol. Saying about what's wrong with the haze in singapore which is only PSI 291? -  Hello? We are not born in indonesian and we are not living in a hazy enviornment like you do. PSI is increasing bits by bits and this is our first time encountering such a high PSI that it even broke our 1997's record so we are particular about it. What's wrong with you? We are whining, that's our business. You don't like, that's your business too. So fucked up! *Ignore you*
 
Anyway, am hoping that my throat will get better and of course stop HAZING already. We are getting sick! :(

Sunday, 16 June 2013

A cold night

I'm back home after work, my shower and supper. Had been too sweaty over the days and suddenly the night became so cooling. It rains. I began to feel the fresh air blewing on me. Feeling so comfortable and i was told by my boyfriend's mom that my boyfriend went to malaysia to work (Repair car) lol. I was totally shocked by the amazing news. He was coming home late/mid-night/the next day as he had many cars that are yet to do. *Sigh* A night without him seems to be so empty and feeling everything was not right. I'm just used to live with him around me.

Missing him to be home with me, staying by my side all times. Oh dear, i mustn't be having childish mindset that will never think for others. That's so selfish. (No i'm not going to do that) I know yes, i miss him so much that i couldn't let go of him to go do something which things that doesn't concern us. But in another way of thinking.. He is working hard towards his bright career and his future. He was believed by many people that he is growing wealth when each day grew.. As his girlfriend who can't stay by his side and lend a helping to him, will give him moral support on whatever he is doing. I strongly believe that is what a girl should do to support her boy in whatever ways..

Blah blah blah.. Again i'm talking about realtionship stuffs! Joanne Joanne, could you please stop it. People might/might not find you irritating but me, myself finding that i'm the most irritating person. Lol.

I've actually intend to stay up the whole night to wait for him to come back home. I was having this imagination that when he reach home, he will be so suprised that i'm waiting for him throughout the entire night.. So... As this imagination flows through my mind, i was feeling so sleepy already.. I was damn god tired and by looking at the time it was only 1.19am sharp lol, too much early for a bird to fly too. Zzz.

Anyway, i hope he will return back soon. Goodnights. I believe that he will rush home for me <3 Aww sweet love.

Saturday, 15 June 2013

Dislike being nagged

Rise up your hand!! Who dislike being nagged?

I'm sure all of us hate being nagged. Nagging is annoying, irritating and so disturbing. I will never like being nagged at all.

Whenever i get nagged by someone i will always think that person is so irritating and i really wanna get out of it. Sometimes, i don't blame them but i really can't stop disliking the way they act. Doing the right or the wrong thing makes no different at all. I still get the nagging from them!!

How i wish nobody will nag at me!! Specially the long whine nagging type, i serioulsy can't stand it. I'm used to my mom's nagging and she will always ask ask ask and ask for things or question me for many things which i've repeated many times for the same answer but she still continue like never ending. Oh, i'm sick. (Ok, i'm not being bad for all these) I just can't take it sometimes. Is just so much irritating. Why can't they stop all the nagging and talk to us like friends? I will be much happier if she could talk to me like friends.

*Do anyone know why people love nagging?*

 NO! They don't like to nag but because they care.

Hmm, yes i'm totally agreed for this. They care for us so much that they start to nag at us and it slowly become a habit that they pratice the whole day. I'm so appreicated that they care for us so much. But, being a teens would like to have more space & freedom. Nagging at us isn't going to help us do better that it will only makes me dislike them.

So, if you are a auntie one day.. Please don't do this do anyone! They might just find that you are super irritating person!!

Thursday, 13 June 2013

Starting my dress collection

Been not liking dresses in the past as i only like wearing shorts/pants for the most convenience. (Anyway, I'm being too young to judge my fashion taste at that point of time when i'm only at age of 14) So later on, as i grew "older" abit i realized my fashion taste had changed.

I love colours like pastel, neon.. I love bling bling stuffs, furry.. I love girly doll tops, skirts and dress. And i've starting my dress collection..

As i always go shopping. Brands like Forever21, cotton on and some korean brands can be more likely to be found pretty floral doll dress.. I haven't been going to korean shop to look for floral doll dress. (Must visit someday!!!)

Other than going out shopping, there are ways of finding pretty floral doll dress online!!

I have been too addicted on blogshopping for many months!! Everyday i would open my facebook/web to look for clothing. I can't deny that some of the blogshop they are selling in a very cheap price like SG30 - SG40 including a registered postage.

I bought some items in few months back and i've received all in a pretty good quality. I love them all.

Yesterday i saw the same Blogshop "Wicqed Veins" (If you ever wondered the blogshop name), in facebook they are selling some floral tube dress and it was beautiful.




 

Front view's

 Back view's

They are all so pretty omgg!! I really love all of them. Soon gonna be all mine lol! Hahaha. (Can't wait for my princess room to fill with fullest of clothing, *Gonna have all PINK stuffs in my princess room winks*)

Anyway i've decided to buy some new boxes to put all my new clothing in as I've no extra space to put anything in anymore. Lol. How i wishhhhh i could get a new house with my princess room real soon!! (Dreaming please!!!) I still have to wait myself to turn the age of 21 to get new house zzz.

Tuesday, 11 June 2013

Swimming with two girls

In a super exciting mood to go swimming today. I woke up at 9am in the morning, immediately went to shower. I dili-deli the whole morning!

So today i will be going to meet my two girls (Ex- secondary school classmate) for swimming at Jurong east swimming complex! It had been the long 3years ever since i went swimming.

The day started..

 Our belongings


 Ercia & I

My swimming ootd.
 

 Me, Ercia & Stephanie
 


The day was great.. I had a wonderful day with my two girls and swimming was so much fun. I love it!! I was really tired after playing and swimming for the whole day and i came home feeling so restless and tired.

*Leg itchy, hair itchy, body itchy. I feel that i'm so dirty ewww*

Gonna sleep now. Nights. *Eyes closing*

Monday, 10 June 2013

Restless spirit

Recently, i felt so restless!! Too restless till i feel l like resting alot. Lots of time i've been too lazy for anything and even think of slacking during working time. (Is wrong and i must not commit such mistakes i thought to myself) I've no choice but to drag my feets to work..

During work, i was happy, excited, sleepy, restless.. Lots of different feeling comes at the same time to attack me. Lol, i'm so getting crazy!! But most of the time i just feel so restless.. I feel that i wanna go home + watch drama, i feel that i wanna go shopping, i feel like having time to pass fast, i feel like doing everything. But i don't feel like working at this moment so much. Arghh am i being random or serious? Hate the feeling of mine!

So... I've been trying hard to stop the restless spirit of mine. And by eating sweets, drinking water. eyes being force hardly to open wider.. It helps so much better. Sometimes i just wondered if i could stop telling jokes or rather being playful at work, will it helps to improve my restless spirit into a super active spirit? I wish it could, i don't mind. If that does helps, i would be happier. (Lol, i don't like my restless spirit anyway)

Being a restless spirit is so tiring. I felt that i've been working 5days straight and the fact is i've been working for only 2days. What a joke that played on me, made me feel so awkward. I've been complaining and ranting about it for sometimes..

I hope my restless spirit will go off soon. Perhaps i was just being tired because i was excited for some things that i've plan ahead. Chillxxx joanne!!

Anyway i'm getting so excited about tomorrow. I'll be meeting my friends for swimming!

Goodnights..

Saturday, 8 June 2013

Planning for a holiday

As time is drifting nearer to each day, i am getting more excited for my trip at the end of october! Is just about 4months away. I haven't been preparing anything for my new passport, new luggage, flights & hotels. My boyfrend and i will be going for Bangkok for 9days 8nights.

Actually my intention was to go 10days 9nights.. And also i wanted to go on mid september but many things cropped up, my boyfriend couldn't take leave on those days and he doesn't want to go 10days, for so long.. I was angry at first because i wanted my first trip with him to be perfect. But in another hand, i thought to myself that i'm just being so selfish for not having another thought for him. Things would be better if each of us stand one step behind and...

TAHAAAA! We have already confirmed our leave!! We planned to go on 21th October 2013 to 31th october 2013. Air tickets and hotels not yet booked! I'm currently still searching for the best package.

This is so interesting lol. I will be super busy for this month!
The most important thing to do is to renew my passport. It had been expired for a very long time and it is really a time to get a new one. I guess renewing passport is quite troublesome and i'm really really really very lazy for that so thats why i've been keep dragging till now! I'm going to get my ass off and go do on the next following month.

The thing that i also wanted to get is a new luggage!! I would love to get my dream luggage very much!! Pinky, sweet and lovely, pretty much. Not at this moment. (More lovely if i will pull my dream luggage to go holiday at paris..) Am going to use it for my boyfriend and me so the colout of pink is not so practical. I'm looking for more to rainbow, blue or green plain luggage or  actually i've a intention to buy a couple luggage a pink and a blue. *Wink* (I'm hope there's luggage fair or something.)

Being an owner of a canon dslr isn't a happy thing. It had been more than 3years with me. It could be the heaviest thing in my bag and it always makes my back ache like hell after hours of carrying them. I would be happy if i could sell away my current dslr and pay for a brand new camera which must be a lightweight, front-camera and with soft skin function's camera and would prefer a baby pink, purple or white camera. Too excited for it!

Having a lightweight camera could bring you a better trip and it makes you even happier. I can't wait for that day to come.

Anyway. i am thinking of going fishing with my boyfriend during the trips as my boyfriend kept wanted to go bkk for fishing and that's one of his favourite interest. But i'm so scare if i will to be on a boat or a long distance subway/cab, i will definitely puke. Have been having the same problems whenever i'm on a cab or sometimes train. I really can't stand it. This is what it called : Sick motion. I would really need a medicine to prevent me from puking and it wouldn't be nice at all if i puke at your face when you're a passerby. Lol.


These is what i'm looking out for :

*TOPS
*DRESSES
*SKIRTS
*ACCESSORIES
*BAGS
*CUTE STUFFS

I hope to get many pretty clothing with cheap price. I'm also going to shops like Forever21, Cotton on and my favourite brands. And also, not forgetting to get things for my friends and family!

So i'm currently doing some research at zuji.com.sg!! Is a good website and is very easy to use. I've been searching for the cheapest flight and hotel as i did not want to spend more on those, I would rather spend more money on clothes and food there. I personally think that 2k isn't enough for 9days of shopping??!! HAHAHA. I must be the world's shopaholic girl muahawahas!! 

Thursday, 6 June 2013

Dislike bad girls

I am kinda feeling abit bad for posting these but i really need to admit that i'm somehow dislike bad girls..

Ok, what i mean was.. Bad girls who smoke, tattoo, drink, go club, spout vugarities and do bad stuffs. Some of the girls love to tell lies. I've some friend that told me about how rich their boyfriend is and when i returned them some question, they took time to
answer or gave me a crap answer.. What rubbish is that? Lying to people and trying to make me jealous or what? Look how stupid they are.

Other then telling lies about how rich is their boyfriend, i've a friend who told me how many clothings she had own and then when i ask her how big is her wardore, she probably was thinking how to show me and the way she said to me that she got thousands of clothing which she then change then numbers to hundred. Lol wtf, lying about how many clothings.. Who cares? And by the way hundreds of clothing isn't call "Many". If you were talking about few thousands then yes it is. (*Ahem*, why do i still bother this type of people? Love telling lies, scream boost!)

Besides about lying, other things like gangsterim is also bad!! I hate the way girls trying to be fierce and the horrible act. They spoke so loud and rude, some of them even spout vugarities! I couldn't understand why girls are acting so ungentle and uneducated!! 

Smoking is the most common thing i've seen so far.. Many guys love to smoke. I'm okay with guys who smoke, they do look cool sometimes. But nowadays, more girls are getting the job of smoking! I personally feels that a girl who smokes look really ugly and it will makes me feel that she is a tomboy. Lol. (Now am talking about "Dislike bad girls" and imagine if one fine day i would to commit such a thing, i would be very ashame of myself)

Tattoo, drink or clubbing is the worst of all.

Having lots of tattoo on your body makes you lost the sense of having your beauty. Some girls (Most of them are not) tattoo themselve on legs or on the whole body. It doesn't sound disgusting ya. But once you look at them, you will notice that they are like "Ahlian" who look like some rubbish, uneducated shits.

Drinking & clubbing!! I really hate seeing girls going to drink or clubs. It doesn't make any sense why do girls go there for? To drink? To dance? To shake? Or to sex? Lol. Girls who go to club seems to be very open minded. They dance and shake their ass off to show guys what they have. Their good figure makes guy horny and when after clubbing they are all asleep without realizing pills are into their drink. Then in the next morning, girls founded to be naked in hotel. How wonderful the ending is? Serve you right girls. And in few months later, you found yourself pregnant with don't know whose father of the baby.

Not being bad for all these. But they are all my kind advise to you girls..

Do not tell tattoo, drink, clubbing, spout vugarities or telling lies. They are all bad things!!


*Bad girls are bad so that's why i don't like them* 

Tuesday, 4 June 2013

New phone app

Oh so these days i have been playing with this application on my phone. The amazing app i ever had.

I am so in love with my new application in my phone now!! It's called Cocoppa.

Cocoppa is a application that helps to download icons and they have the most prettiest icons ever.


It is very easy to use! There are few ways of searching for icons.. By categories, colours or tag. Or another way is to search for it. **Warning** : There are alots of icons! Next just simply choose your favourite icon and choose the web link you wanna put in.

*If none of the icons caught your eyes, no worries. You can always upload your photo to Cocoppa and make it your favourite icon* Excellent job!

The only thing that can be imroved is the function. It should load faster and whenever if i wanna go back to the previous page it start all over again. Headache when i'm already in the 2000th search! But overall i'm giving a 8/10. Hope there will be more cute application coming in!

Sunday, 2 June 2013

Back to my happiness

Recently i am just feeling so sad!! So sad!! Although i might be smiling, joking or laughing in ass but in other times when i'm all alone i felt like crying.. I can feel the sadness in my heart. I can feel the loneliness and being unwanted. I really felt like dying.. I felt like leaving this world without telling anyone. But i just can't do that.

Talking and texting some of my close friends and seek for some advices. I'm so thankful that they are there to talk to me and after a day of thoughts, i finally get over it. Is just nothing really happened and for godness sake i'm just need some love. I have been thinking toooo much and being over sensitive. I took out a diary which i wrote down all the sweet conversation between us and read them. It was such a memorable thing.. Missing those days that we were very very sweet. - I finally understood for being a girl who did give much care and attention, a guy who is tired out of work who wanted some sweetness but did not get. A girl who play around with the free style life going to be more wild while a guy who is busy working hard with tiredness, still have to control his girl and pamper her. I am just started realizing that i am a bad girlfriend and he is a good boyfriend. Being sensitive and for not playing a good part as her girlfriend. I am not understanding everything, being playful, causing more trouble, not giving much attention to him, care and conern. I am going to make up for all these and be a goodfriend. For days, me and my boyfriend weren't close enough to spend a day at home as both of us were busy. And so now, is time for us to spend together.

Relationship is like flying a kite, let it loose bit by bit and when it's going further and further, pull it back.

Back to the happiest day ever, my heart couldn't stop the sweetness. My boyfriend came back home from malaysia after his prawning trip. He bought me potatoes wedges!! I have decided to lose some weight but he made me pound some weight back lol. But i'm very happy of a little thing he do. Thank you very much, i love you <3