As I grew up, I realized that there are many fake people covering up with thick masks. When things stirred up, the innocents one will always be the one who shoulder everything. Sometimes, I don't know whether to believe people's words because some are pretty unbelievable. It confused my life.
Good lies are mostly created by people who often lies a lot. 1 lie after another. The total sum up could become a storybooks stories. And we people are totally fooled by them. It was so amazing, "the lies" that can be as true as real life stories and they could be one of the top sellers if it was displayed on the book shelves.
I just wondered why? How can people live day by day with full of pretends and lies?
In the past, i was a person who do not care much. When people talk, let them be. Because end of the day, I am not involved it in. BUT!! Since the start of knowing that bad people do exist (which I always thought everyone is good, kind hearted and innocent), I became very anxious about it. I wanted to get ride of them very much because they are much annoying, irritating and somehow it get impact to my life. My mind was all about bad people doing bad stuffs that I almost forgotten that, I do have good people in my life too.
I had learnt a lot through experiences, although the progress might not be the best. Things that should let go, I will let go. Some people aren't meant for me and God will decide for me.
It's funny how some people purposely like to do things to make others happy. The motive is very simple obviously. (Yes, I know!) In the deepest of heart, there are some words that were left untold, words that always remain inside that will never let it out. Only that person itself knows exactly the truth of happenings.
Some people love to play with words, create drama and stories. However, it will never stop. It became a habit and addictive.
I always follow my heart of what does it say. I will do what I think is the right one even how hard people tried to advice me (unless their advice do make some sense), otherwise I will ignore. Yeah of course you can call me stubborn definitely (yes I am!), but at least I am not fake to friends who deserved my respect.
