The sad news

So yesterday, I came home from work as normal when my boyfriend's mom told me to bring my cat to the vet clinic. During these few days, Ahboy's condition hasn't improve at all. He kept peeing blood around the house with no control and worst he lost his appetite that he has not been eating these days.  

 

 

 

 

(In the vet clinic, while waiting for his turn to come)

 

We waited for around 30mins at the vet clinic. When finally, it was our turn..

 

Doctor check on Ahboy and told me that he looks bad. He was weight 4.25kg the last week and now he is only 3.75kg. For all the info we gave to doctor, she told us it was advisable to check xray on Ahboy and have a blood test. Anything or what to do after Xray will be discuss later on.

 

So we went for a quick lunch first before return back to the vet clinic again for the report. While having our lunch, hospital called my boyfriend's mom. She was informed that the xray report is out and positively is fine.

 

Typically we are still hoping for some good result later on.

 

So we went back to the vet clinic after lunch. The vet clinic open at 9.30am to 12,30pm and 2pm to 8pm, in between is their break. So we meet some pet's owner outside the vet clinic who also brought their furkid here for doctor then we started chit chatting about pet stuffs, i was there listening.

 

When the time was 2pm, they pull the curtain up and open the door. We sat down and wait for our turn to be called. It was fast, doctor came immediately to look for us.

 

Her face was serious. Telling us it was a bad news.. She brought out a piece of paper, (which I don't understand the paper at all). She then explained everything to us, one by one.

 

She told us that our cat is having stress. But that was not the main point.

 

The worst has yet to come by through our ears.

 

Doctor told us that Ahboy has Kidney failure.

 

Yes, is Kidney failure. 

 

We could not accept the sadden news. It come out too sudden. Just a week ago, he is alright... And now, kidney failure?

 

YES, we could not accept! But we wouldn't know these until the blood test. And base on the bad result, Ahboy's kidney could have problem when he was born. Doctor then explain everything and told us to make a decision.

 

There are 3 choices to make:

1) Stay in hospital for 1week and see if there is any improvement.

 

2) Bring back home for 2 days. And bring back to vet clinic for painless injection (Euthanasia).

 

3) Let it natural.

 

 

WHAT IF THIS HAPPEN TO YOUR PET?

 

What will you do??

 

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I could not think more. Because there is no choice to choose or should I say I can't accept the reality.. 

 

I remembered the time we brought him home. He is a stray kitten. He is so cute and smart.

 

And now, it has been 4 years...

 

I couldn't imagine the day he is gone.. How is my life without him?

 

I will miss him.. I will miss him very much.

 

 

I will miss him running around the house. 

I will miss him playing around with me.

I will miss him as a greedy cat and ask for food.

I will miss him be fierce.

I will miss him biting and scratching me.

I will miss him playing hide and seek.

I will miss him hiding and let us find him.

I will miss him..

He could come to me and tell me he miss me. 

 

OPPO N1 MINI

HELLO PEOPLE!!

Last week, I bought a new phone (OPPO N1 MINI) :D

I wasn't there for it at first because actually I wanted an Iphone 6 but I was pretty much late. I woke up at the hell of 12pm and reached there only at 3pm. I was sad at first!! However, I found a phone which I wanted it too and it comes with the colour of MINT! I saw a PINK one selling online but when i ask sales assistance, they said they don't sell in Singapore. Anyway, MINT was great too because it's still a serials of pastel colours which I love a lot.

OPPO N1 MINI is a super awesome phone! As it is a camera phone, I don't usually need any photo editing anymore. The lighting of the camera is good, very very clear. The picture even shown a very clear tiny detail when taken a further distance away. And the best part is, the camera can turn 360 degree which I don't have to worry about my selfies anymore.

I usually love to selfies a lot that I will always worry about having bad quality with the use of front camera. BUT!!!! Ever since I got this OPPO N1 MINI phone, I have even more confidence with the photo quality which I love so much.

Currently I'm too obsessed about my new phone and am totally forgetting about getting the Iphone 6! HAHA. 

Thankful to note

Able to be happy for some of the reasons is good. Being happy and keep losing things in "the other way" is not good.

There are times when you don't realize that things is changing.. But to me, I frankly speaking I felt everyday life is changing. There is no ever lasting and no perfect life. There is no prince and princess in this world.

We live for what we want to be. The life, the future, the path of road we walk down. No one is going to stop you or teach you how to walk because this is your life, no one can decide, no one able to overwrite. Things that we create, the moments of memories is very precious little things. Everyone has it's own happiest moments and memories that will always remains in the heart forever. And that is called, "Precious Moments".

God created us as a human for it's own reason. Yes, of course we accept it. We ought to be thankful to god for bringing us to this wonderful life. Life with hope, surprised, happiest, joyful, sadness, tears, luxury, pretty things and.... memories. Everyday, meeting different people - the good and bad. Everything, for it's own reason, god brought us here.

We are all fated to meet here.

I am glad that my lovely friends, bf and family are great. Although I don't have many wonderful friends but I have pretty much good friends and few best friends... Life became prettiest because of them <3