Liking to be

Some ways it was meant to be..

Thanks to people who had trusted me for who i am, for the honest, sincerely, real and for being called as a great friend.. Even though for people who had knew me for less than a month or some who had knew me for the longest 8years friendship, i'm still really thankful. I am extremely happy that i am playing a important role person to the part of their life.

Sometimes. I just wondered..

Crazy over drama

One of my favourite drama is actually "Devil beside you", a taiwanese drama from many years ago.. I absolutely love it because the story was so happily happening which made me dying to be the innocent girl in the main female character.. And i always wondered if i could meet the main male character in real life, how impossible will change into possible. It would be great if he could be my godbrother or be my love partner. Arghhhh that's so great.

I remembered how many thousands of times i played the drama again and again.. Non-stop forever. And i will never get bored of the drama at all. The main female character is just as cute as a doll and the main male character is just as handsome and charming as the perfect guy i've ever seen. Just few days ago, i've started watching the drama repeatedly many times. Getting crazy over dramas which also helps to pass my slow time.

Yesterday, i've gone over the craziest time for drama and i watched a drama "Why why love" also a taiwanese drama for the whole entire night until 5am. *Kill me please* Lucky me, I'm working on noon shift.

Tomorrow is my off day again and boredness kill. Zzz.

Hate you fugly

Ranting some bitchy stuffs here;

 

Some people just love boosting up to become a loud attention seeker yo!

A person who is able to pretend working hard, working well and acting as a smart ass. And YOU, have to be careful and watch out for that cunning person.

There you go.. Working as less hard as possible but at the same time you are somehow becoming a winner. (What's a winner?? A winner like you who never win :D) A bossy woman like you who love to give order and command people to do things, a woman who never thought for others but care all for herself, a woman who is selfish and yet demanding, a woman who never show respect to others but expect everyone to respect her.. 

Well, i really detest this type of people who always think that she is the one doing the right things.. 

Perhaps to many people out there, she seems to be good/caring/superwoman? Sorry i can't judge.. But if you ever take a closer look and try to notice everything, you will feel me. Thanks goodness i am so glad that i'm not the only one who feels the same as me, so this means that obviously i'm not bias to anyone. I'm not a unreasonable girl who is bias to any fellow of you before hating you and even take time and effort to blog about you. Please, i will never want to dirty my blog.

I've never been so angry in my whole entire life before. Because of her, which makes me feel so angry about. Anyway, after ranting out the shits here i felt truly sinful. Lol. I guess i'm too softhearted and being too nice to people. I am actually okay to be nice to people who deserved it but for people like her will never get to deserve good things from me.

 

Oh by the way, i'm here sincerely wishing her best of luck and continue pretending. Hahaha. Kthxbye!

Blog before sleep

Went back to work today and almost completed all my paperworks! Thanks godness i'm glad that i finally finishing everything.. *Phew* Was supposed to accompany my cats today but i was called to go back work. Hahaha i guessed my poor cats are missing me already.. Love them so much that i always like pamper them by buying them yummy treats and clothings accessories. They are so adorable that i always kisses them muahawahahas :p

Anyway i was supposed to be sleeping now at the time of 2.20am.. Something bugging me to blog so badly before my beauty sleep lol so i decided to. Tomorrow is thursday!! I think i quite like thursday because is getting nearer to weekends which also i'm getting more busy than usual. More colleageus work together, the more the merrier :D

Nowadays i'm getting more confident in applying my daily makeups. I can't believe that i've already gotta the habits of applying makeups before work and always tried to apply as fast as possible. I don't think i will concentrate on my eye makeup so much but maybe my lips? My lips often get dry and the skin will start peeling off which i really hate it. Maybe this is because i usually stayed indoor, mostly in air-con room so that's explained why.

I guess i really need to watch some tips from youtube soon.

Training day

Uh, i woke up in the early morning at 6.15am. It was just so lucky that i managed to wake up on time despite my bf's mom keeping calling me to wake up. I was not really sleepy but at the same time i was super awake!! Knowing that today's training was not anymore at office, it is at Fort canning hotel located at somewhere near Plaza sing.

I met my new colleagues, Jack, in the early morning at 7.45am at Doby ghaut station and was suprisingly bumped into my another colleague, Ben. It made my day with so many happening, not everyday i can bump into anyone else k.. We went to Mac donald for breakfast but eventually i skipped, with only a cup of ice milo which Jack bought for me. I met Amanda after a short while and she was too anxious about the timing we were supposed to reach there, strictly before 8.30am.

Feeling a lil guilty after all, which i'm not sure who should i wait?? I can't leave anybody alone and only think for myself. I've tried to comfort amanda, not to worry too much as the time was only 8.05 which was still quite early for us.. She was telling me that the hotel was located quite far away and we needed at least 15mins of walk to reach there + we doesn't know how to walk etc etc.. She explaining while sweating and i was stunned with a (?) in my head!!!??? Lol. Luckily after a short while, the guys finished their breakfast and meet us.

We walked hurrily to the hotel while chit chatting..

Hahaha.. I guessed i'm too likeable or something. I'm very lucky to have so many good friends and good colleagues around me. Jack asked me to sit beside him in case he doesn't know how to answer questions. Oppps* Nooooooooo.. I guess i'm being helpful that's why colleagues are seeking help from me. Lol. I'm actually happy to help other people!!

When we reached the hotel, we were happy that we can sit together. Haha. But the time doesn't stopped, we were arranged by managers and i was all group into a group of malay colleagues and few new colleagues which i have never spoken to them before. I think this is quite interesting.

We listen, we talk, we laugh, we joke, we learn, we keep silent, we eat, we drink.. Arghhhhh time passed so slow!!!

Almost all the time i was talking and laughing.. Haha. I didn't know why i was so happy today and the time just passed so quickly when i was in a happy mood. We had some quizs today too and i won 2 prizes!!! 1 belt and 1 beanie.. Ok lah, i don't always win prizes because i don't usually answer question as i'm too shy to talk!

Had lunch at Fort canning hotel and the food there was sucks. Not as what i expected from a hotel and i swear i could get much better food from coffee shop which taste much nicer and yummy! Didn't ate much though.

(Photo taken by Nadia)

 

Quiz Quiz Quiz and we had so much fun today! I think is great that we had a new enviornment for training and everything there was awesome.. Like example : The toilet is clean, the air-con is at a right temperature, the amosphere was very good and everything except food.

We ended our training at 6pm and i headed to Plaza sing to wait for my boyfriend. He was late! I went alone shopping and bought a dress which cost $5 only! SALESSS. I went Lovisa and saw a accessories which was pretty but i did not buy. I think i'm abit regret now because the necklace was on sales too, was thinking if i could get nicer accessories in bangkok(??), but i guess no because Lovisa's accessories was in great quality.. Hehe.

I went round and round the shopping mall... Nothing much. Soon my boyfriend arrived and i went to buy some food for him. Burger king is his favourite fast food now!! I don't quite like it because when i went to eat Bk with him that day, the burger's beef was too much until i want a puke..

We went for a walk in the shopping mall and boyfriend sugguested to go arcade. Hahaha, i think he really like arcade so much. But ended up we didn't play because he was carrying too much food!! We were actually killing time to pass the peak hour of traffic jam. He is a smart alex right?

Today is a fruitful day and i was just happy for everything. Thanks god for making this day so wonderful and i love today. Is 11pm now and i'm too tired for everything. Got to go bed soon as tomorrow i'm working a full day. Goodnights!

Broke my virgin hair

Been wanting to dye my hair so much and finally i did it! Though this typical brown hair is not my ideal colour, but i'm actually quite happy. At least i did some changes over my old fashion black hair *yuacks*. My actual idea was actually to dye my whole head in ash brown +  slight blonde and my favourite rainbow Pink, Purple, Orange and Blue highlighted. The salon person said that i can't dye such colour because my hair was too black and it was still my virgin hair. Arghh. I guess this little dream will only come true in next few months!! (Please be quick, my precious time.)

Anyway, in next few months time i will be dying my hair in ash colour and also, i will try to ask the salon person to help me highlight which i will be providing my own hairdye colours.  Omg, i got 8 different colours!! (Hoping to be done in December)

Busy busy busy

Alright... I just guessed i'm going to go crazy soon!!! I just had so many things to do and i'm going busy for this month! And all these things is related to my BKK trip next month. YES, IT IS THIS ALL ABOUT BKK I'M GOING TO TALK ABOUT, AGAIN?!?!

As i always being forgetful, i would like to note down what are the things to do list. Other than on paper or in phone, i'm here to create a list..

THINGS TO DO!!

-Do my passport
-Sell away my CTC travelling voucher
-Buy a big hand carrier
-Buy eye drop, sick motion medicine, a super waterproof maskara, make up remover wipe (In travel pack)
-Book Air ticket + Hotels
-Buy the baggage (Max Kg)
-Call POSB to activate my overseas usage
-Change $$ to Thai Baht

I think this is alot to do!! I am so lazy, so lazy, so lazy..  

Unhappiness

 I guess i had never been so unhappy before, for my whole entire life. My precious work, just got so cropped up and all the work related things turned out so badly. I had never thought that these much of things all just came towards me. Just me. I'm feeling so upset, feeling so down, feeling so scared, feeling that i'm aparting from the word, BEST. I'm worrying, i'm afraid that i might lost the interest in going to work and no longer so keen in work anymore. I'm tired, tired of everything here. I'm getting more tired, tired of trying my best of the best. No matter how hard i've work, i will never be the best. I've been giving almost my everything to work but sad to say, nothings goes right. The wrong just came to me, almost every single day. Perhaps i'm not as good as i was, and whatever pieces of art i've made, though is perfect but you've seen it as a mistake, just because is me that you hate. I'm no longer no longer i used to be, to everyone. I'm just someone who did lots of mistakes, without stopping which caused millions of trouble to everyone, infinity. I am a failure, i am just a mistake..

So happening

Work and work and work!

Haven't been really relaxing & enjoying. These days, I had been busy working. Between my paper work, clients and my colleagues. Last friday i just had colleagues supper at Lao pa sa! For all the hard work and effort we put in, we deserve all these. Over tired and lacking of sleepness for these days. Finally, today's my day off.

Watching dramas and surfing net all day long. I also went to Airasia.com to check the flight and promotions. I'm so looking forward and excited that October is just next month!! I will be super busy this month doing my passport and buying some travel accessories. *Smile* 

Anyway, apart from that I had really pissed off over someone (A blogshop owner, i mean!) I hate people who tried running away without telling me anything. Fuck you! If you haven't complete the thing you supposed to then just let me know. Running away isn't a solution. If you are a professional DIY person, i don't think you would need MORE THAN half a year to complete just one pony blinged phone casing. Stupid and immature bitch, fuck your whole life babe. You gave me false hope, telling me you would complete my pony blinged phone casing earlier earlier Feb 2013 and look! What's happening? It's Sept 2013 now. You're such liar bitch, i hope you get your retribution soon.

Kthxbye!