#I #dont #care #what #people #say
Go ahead and get jealous. Anyway, i will be doing better! Haha.
Thank you people who believed in me <3 Love love alot! #love
#I #dont #care #what #people #say
Go ahead and get jealous. Anyway, i will be doing better! Haha.
Thank you people who believed in me <3 Love love alot! #love
Sometimes I don't trust people around me.
I just wondered people who makes friend with me.. Are they true and sincere? Do they really like me and my positive personality? Or because they NEED friends so they be friend with me?
I'm afraid.. So afraid that friends betray and backstab.
People that might be good in front of me but at the same time backstab at my back. They can say thousands of good points of me, making me happy but at my back, they can say millions of bad points about me. Insult me and say untrue things.
In the end, who knows?
Life is full of experiencing and exploring new things. But one of the most regret lesson I ever learnt is to believe and care too much.
In the past, I was too innocent. I believed every single thing. I believed that people around me were all good. I believed that they have no scheming thoughts. I believed that everyone is angels.
But I was totally wrong. There are people who get jealous easily. And so, they can't see people being success so easily.
They get jealous because I was good. I didn't choose to take all credit but I was sincere in making something to a thing.
I was being betrayed and backstabbed.
From that point of time, I told myself to observe. I observe people's words and actions. I see every single thing carefully that i actually take things too seriously.