For that moment, my mind is still in the dream. I dreamt that he was booking a trip of vacation for us.
The dream was so sweet and seems real. Slowly, the images of the sweet moment went blur..
I heard the alarm. And it went loud to my ear. I slowly open my eyes and my heart was beating non-stop.. It tells me while it hurts, "My boyfriend went fishing and didn't come back for second night".
Everything seems to be too fake as i thought. Why did my boyfriend lied to me? He told me 2D1N but he didn't come back on the second night. All i had in mind, was curiousness and fear. The thoughts didn't stop bugging me and my heart didn't stop hurting. The world seems too dead.
As I was leaving home for work. A text came in. It was my boyfriend. He said he was on the way. I was too mad. Mad about how many texts i have been sending to him throughout the night and that he never reply once
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Perhaps he could never understand the pain of losing someone who is very important and precious to him. But i do.
I texted back him as soon as i received his first reply text. I told him is your handphone still alive? He said there is no line there and he will tell me the story of the fishing.
I guess he was going to tell me that there is a big waves/shark is coming after them!
Picture taken at Bangkok last year. Misses him.
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